It's now been nearly two weeks since I had to make the hardest decision of my life, to let you go.
You were and always will be my life. I loved you more than anything and that's why I had to do what was best for you.
The arthritis we could cope with, but with the melanomas bursting, they were a ticking time bomb. I really, really hope you understand that I couldn't take a chance on them bursting inside you and you being in agony all night. I owed you more than that, that is why I had to make the decision to let you go.
For me, life will never be the same, it will never be as good again. Ideally I wanted another fifteen and a half years.
With all my heart I just hope you are happy where you are, hopefully over Rainbow Bridge waiting for me and galloping free.
In all the time I had you, you never let me down. You have seen me through all the dramas over the last fifteen years and was always my reason for getting up in the morning. I really don't know what I will do without you.
I love you, Will, and always will.
Until we meet again, take good care of yourself.
Lots of love,