Walking Away
It took so much strength and courage to walk away from you
My head was going crazy, forcing my hand to run back to you
You see it was the most painful thing that I’ve ever had to do
To walk away from my beloved horse, so bright, so brave and true
You fought this long hard battle right from the start
I know just how hard you tried to keep us from being torn apart
Seeing you in so much pain, oh how it cut me like a knife
I just couldn’t stop this illness from taking away your life
I tried in so many ways, to keep you here with me
But I knew just how selfish it would be, if I didn’t set you free
So as I looked with such sadness deep into your precious eyes,
I whispered to you our sweet and fond final goodbyes
Forgive me that I couldn’t take the last stand with you
I was only going to upset you and make things much harder too
I didn’t want you to see me fighting back my tears, as I finally faced up to my worst fears
For this day that was upon us, I knew shouldn’t have been for another ten years
We’d won so many battles before this and life returned back to bliss
I just couldn’t imagine our lives without each other, oh how I terribly do miss
I long to be beside you and throw my arms around your neck
You're the only one that can save me, for I have become an emotional wreck
I need to hear your sweet gentle whinny, oh please do come back
This world is so lonely without you and so is your tack
You'd follow my lead wherever we would go
I miss you so much, it's all too painful to know
I’ve shed so many tears; I feel they will never dry
I know I will spend my whole lifetime, trying hard to understand why
I’ve been left with a bitter emptiness deep within my soul
My heart is forever broken and only you can fill this hole.
For you see my stunning Rosie, I loved you right from the start
The crazy, wild grey thoroughbred mare, who struck a chord deep within my heart
I know that our special bond will go on forever and will never die
For I know that you are waiting patiently for me and that is why it’s not goodbye. |