To My
Beloved Cody2Feather
You are part of my soul
and the loss of you went straight to the soul.
It is impossible for me to get over, for in my heart there is a big hole.
I try so hard to feel happiness
again,
I even wear a smile and yet I feel as if I am dying inside.
My world is not so bright now with you gone,
light keeps fading and I want to run and hide.
Always before I could run to
you
and now there is naught but an empty field where once we were together.
Your trees are there, your favorite place to run, to roll and scratch your
back
all still there save you.
Everywhere I go I see you and realize how much I miss you
for on the day you died a piece of me died too.
Your presence in my life
was a burning flame.
And there are those that may think your flame is out, but they are wrong
You've been here with me all along.
You are my heart's song.
You were so early to be taken
away.
It hurt so much I can't even say.
But even though we have parted, you're still close to me.
Yet all my pain others can't see.
I know I should put these feelings
in the past.
It's been a year now since I touched you and saw your face.
And my sad feelings move at such a deadly pace.
But every time I look up to the stars,
I know exactly where you are.
You're in my heart.
At least that's a start.
You watch over me day and night.
But I'm forlorn `cause you're always out of sight.
I know you hear my
prayers.
And my burdens you help bear.
I never could say a decent good bye.
I never will know why.
I guess because I still
can't think of you as gone.
Maybe that's how I cope with carrying on.
I guess you could say my feet were never on the ground.
But thoughts of your nickers and neighs would be a beautiful
sound.
My mind and heart are full
with thoughts of you.
And the memories of you will have to do.
Now comes the time when I must let go.
And it pains me so.
But I know you're in a better
land.
And now I think I understand.
That God choose to take you by His hand.
And even though that part I can not stand.
I know you're better off in the promise land.
Cheryl Welch &
Sher McDaniel